Saturday, February 25, 2012

Letterhead #14

Dear Alex,
Thanks for the message.
It was sweet and lovely and made me smile.
The nicest part was you don't know I'm feeling sick and tired and sad. But you were still so nice. That message is the first good thing that's happened for me today.
Thank you.
Today might be bearable after all.

Friday, February 24, 2012

I want to feel clean again.

endless field

I have a heat in my chest, the type I get when I am running with my eyes shut, it's spreading through me. I love I love that feeling.
I think I could run for the rest of my life.


In a new room,
In a new city
That smells like rain 
and my favourite 
colour. Friends ask me
if I miss them
How I want to say
yes, but
now I'm away
I feel I've found my self.
And I would not trade
her, for them.
I'm sorry friends
but alone beats lonely
any day.

Saturday, February 11, 2012


The other night:
The way your eyes
looked at mine
made me feel
sick, sad, alone.
Please please please
do not look
at me
that way.
The way the other boys have.
I chose
you because
your eyes
are different.