I went through and read all your posts today
and that's when i realised.
Frozen raspberries, that's all you said, but that was enough.
And you don't want people to know.
I'm sorry I found out,
I'm sorry I stole a part of you that was private and made it mine as well.
(even if it made me feel better)
This changes things.
Because we don't actually know each other.
But I always have wanted to know you,
you just never seemed to really like me.
and now you've stopped blogging.
and i wonder if you realised first and stopped.
But this is my secret too,
so maybe we'll just have to share.
maybe it won't matter because you'll never read this and i'll never say anything.
But if you do:
i did always want to be friends.
i'm sorry i didn't realise how sad you were earlier this year.
i'm sorry i found out.
please don't tell anyone.
because i've written these things because i can't say them
because i don't want to.
because there are consequences and i've discovered that.
and please don't judge (i didn't)
also, i meant every word in the poem.
i don't know if this will change our friendship.
mostly i think it won't.
if you really have stopped.
congratulations, i guess blogging is almost a process of healing.
you've completed the test.
i wonder if i shall post this.