Because it's easier to tell you than somebody who knows me.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Dear Peta, I'm sorry I'm a shitty friend. That I don't feel like seeing you a lot of the time and that I can behave so bipolar. I'm sorry that I take a lot, I'm sorry I want you to be someone you aren't. I'm sorry that sometimes I love you but not always. I'm sorry I don't normally like hugs. I'm sorry that your mum died, I tried to make it better, but I'm sorry I couldn't. I'm sorry I don't have the courage to say this to your face. With love,
You remember that time I said I didn't think we would stay friends for much longer?
(But you've never listened to me) I was being honest.
I still believe it.
Sorry I forced you to believe it, too.