Friday, January 7, 2011

last words

this not knowing is the worst.
not knowing how much i can say and how much it will mean.
how much is known.
but maybe it's better this way.
as long as it's kept secret.

so here's a promise
i won't tell.
but don't you either.
because these are the real kind of secrets
the one's that not even best friends know,
the kind that keep you awake at night.
and i guarantee noone will already know.

i should stop listening Carole Bayer Sager before i say something stupid.


Dandalily said...

These first two lines are all i think about, maybe i should keep all of these things a secret in case i say them and they mean nothing. I hope you're okay. xo

P.s. I am Me. said...

Thanks Lilah :) I'm so glad to be back.
And thank you for your comment yesterday, I'm going to try and keep up my writing here, cause its getting to the point where I can't write what I want for fear of my friends judging it, or reading into more than they need to.
I missed being on blogger, and reading your writing too. I look forward to catching up on what I missed :)