We are so similar, so alike.
You don't realise how much, you never have.
We've experienced the same things, but our motivations are different.
They always have been.
I never wanted to be found,
to be saved,
to be fixed.
I never wanted to drag others down into the watery depths with me.
I never wanted to prove anything.
I never knew what I wanted.
2 comments:
Aww, This is so sad! I'm so happy to be catching up on your beautiful words, though. (I hope you're well.) xxx
This makes me think of all the letters I wrote to old friend but didn't send. This makes me think about the friends I have now and how I don't want to bring them down. I don't want to fuck things up again. Then I end up distancing myself and fucking things up anyway. Where's the stop button?
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