I actually realise why Dylan has given up on me.
Finally I understand.
I always knew but I never understood
I'm a fucking joke.
There's no words to describe what an incredible twat I am
I am a douche bag
and it annoys me that noone will tell me so.
I swear to God I wasn't always this selfish.
It's just, I've begun taking care of myself, and that hurts other people.
i want to throw something and smash it.