Right now I fucking hate you and no i wont tell her
let me make my own mistakes
this just reassures me that i cant handle you right now
i cant handle what you want me to be
so yes, i lied to you
i dont care though,
because im protecting myself and i might as well follow through
its okay, because this wont go anywhere
you saw part of me tonight that you didnt know i had and neither of us want you to get any closer
i am sorry i texted you
its my fault all this crap happened.
it's okay if youre pissed off at me,
i am too
fuck you xx
ps. can i just say, that im sorry you had to get to know me at this time. im not always this way
3 comments:
This is how I feel.
Thankyou.
I hope you're alright, I see those exes.
your honesty is to be admired.
i just found you through a blogger tag,
and woww.
it's amazing to say how you feel through a letter, even if they never read it. i don't know what happened, but I feel like i can relate so much.
fucking amazing blog.
xo scarzz
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